wondering if you would need it at all     here the skinny weeds
you told me to pluck    here the fingerbone    here
the white bellyscar where you tore out a mole with your teeth
none of that was new but I am learning to be more surprising
there is this trick where I hide behind a banana leaf
and become a starfish    any part of me you remove
will grow back    I nearly have it mastered
remember my tongue clapping for yours like a scallop
how it was always oafish and eager with its language
of pure babybrained devotion    it was so simple
unembarrassed even by your great eloquence
slowly my whole face has been changing    rocky and geologic
it is becoming less like a rose and more like a thornbush
from a sermon about a thornbush which when torn up
and swallowed could feed a hungry village for a month
if you look around you will see the vanishing has widened
water pots boiled dry    limestone carvings rubbed smooth
there is a tender rot in everything    the note you left
which once read what I must bear    now begins my very brave boy
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Kaveh Akbar‘s poems are forthcoming in The New Yorker, Poetry, APR, Tin House, and elsewhere. His debut full-length, Calling a Wolf a Wolf, will be published by Alice James Books in September.